Everyday, everyone is moving on with their hectic life and there is no time to stop and relax as people would be ahead of u
Have anybody wonder how beautiful the world would be if they take time to stop and look at the world?
Take a break and look at the world and u will realise how beautiful the world is
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Sunday, December 23, 2012
So i didnt get in OTC and today was the 3rd day of OTC and the last day Of OTC. Naturally, if u did not get in to OTC,u will be jealous of people who get in. Everyone can console me try again next year and stuffs but what it really matter is will i be given a chance? If u have the ability but not given the chance, how can people see the ability of yours? Often, is those chances that is given to you where it can be a life changing one. To me OTC and FO would definitely be one. But will i have the opportunity to prove my worth? Some people try for 3 years and never get in. What if one of those that never get in for 3 years are really good? But life is all about chances and opportunity. Opportunity do not always come knocking on your door. When it does, cherish it. I dun know how long i need to get over the fact that i am not in FO 2013. It is hard to get over it . I just want to get over FO 2013 asap and be part of FO 2014. I dun really want something that badly. But when i do i really mean it. Hope i will have this opportunity and i will definitely cherish it. " things that are hard to get will be cherished and treasured more"
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Saturday, December 1, 2012
Yea, so i didnt get in for OTC appeal and i dun know how i should feel. Maybe i am tired of everything already. I feel like giving myself some time to rest cuz i am really tired after so many things happened.
Honesty speaking, i feel that The process of GL is really a tough one and i feel that somewhat i dun really like the process.
Firstly, u interview, next, tprawks acts as a evaluation process. Some will no be called and u either get in or out. After everything, if u are not chosen, u can appeal where only 15 ppl get to be chosen and some will eventually be kicked out.
To me, i feel that all these decisions will definitely involve bias and connections in order to get in. And that is the reality in the outside world. I am jus experiencing it earlier than others. I guess is time for me to focus on my studies for now and try it again next year !! Somehow or rather, i lost the fire in me to be a GL, but i know i will get the fire burning again soon.
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